Tuesday, May 30, 2006
♥
-2:24 PM sigh. feeling weird and sad and confused and apologetic now. i know nothing i say can help anymore because i brought it upon myself. I didnt know a question from my mouth can lead to this much misunderstanding and confusion. if not reading their blog, i guess i would never know abt it. I didnt mean to ask that question, i was just wondering. okay i guess that question was something extra. i really hope we can work together. i didnt even know there was a meeting yesterday because i had something on, but i guess they didnt want me too or not they wld have sms me or sth. well..i guess there is nth much for me to do now because they cld have send in the form already. i dont mean all of you are not good enough for me. REALLY! i think all of you are great and i really really wanted to work with all of you, the question was just something extra by me. i thought all of you wld not mind me asking but i really never expect it to turn out like this, i really hope you wld accept my apology and accept me in even though it may seem impossible. i guess they have already send in the form yesterday and i wld not be in. no matter you all accept my apology or not, whether or not you wld let me join in, i would like to say again....sorry...i really dont mean you are not good for me. afterall you are the ones who walked on with me for 2 yrs, there is no reason for me to think you are not good for me. i guess all of you are too good for me so we dont get to do this together, if possible, how i wish i can turn back time, and clear this misunderstand, and work together as one.
i really wish to join in, i mean it. but it is quite impossible and i am just so sorry...
DANCER
Girlfriend
Girlfriend