Saturday, September 09, 2006
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-4:08 PM its 2 hrs more before i leave home for causeway to meet bailu and jialing to go victoria theatre. we are having dinner together. i wonder what are they going to eat but i feel so full cos i ate a 1001 food today. but talking abt food, its nth compared to twinnie ytd. u will freak out upon knowing what she ate.
so.. yesterday i went to np mac to study with twinnie from 9 to 6. hurhur. but its so obvious we are not studying throughout the whole thing lah cos u see.. its two of us. half the time we are rotting away. but still. i am quite proud of my work (: then we met matthias there. sandy finds the friend cute, i think the friend is super funny can! oh i dont like the zui quan person cos i find her face irritating. fine i am sorry.. so thats we did. oh ya! we called shanchin, or rather, we tried. and i realised we tried 11 times, but his loser phone is never on so we dont know abt the result yet. i hope they win sth (: okay then we took loads of photos too. apparently twinnie is editting some but she didnt send to me, and i manage to transfer my phone one to the com (:

see how hardworking i am :D
the big slacker of the year :P
twins love (:


and this is specially for you
ohwells, its just not the same anymore. even the way we talk. its like, even when we talk, sth seem to be between us that we can talk like how we used to. when u asked sth abt me, u chose to ask her instead of me when i was just there. am i that scary? i didnt ignore you okay! its more like u r avoiding me. but ohwells, i guess it may be better like this. cos the awkwardness will stp us from talking, it wld be better if we stp talking right.
one over and there comes the other. i hope u really didnt appear at 288. like what he said, or if you did, i hope ur purpose there was not like what HE said. whether u have really been there or not, i hope you stp doing that cos it can change nth. its not that i am rly against u or what, and its even more not abt her.. its abt me. somewhat i just dont feel right when i do that, and the feel is not right too. somewhat the essential thing there seems to be gone, so stp these foolish actions, whether u rly did it or u intend to do it. but i hope none of it was ever true, cos it wld make me feel nth but bad. she has been talking abt u, and i know she didnt mean it but u see, no one feels good when we talk abt it but that seems to be the easiest thing to talk abt. i didnt mean to feel or look so irritated, but i just cant help it cos i dont like to talk abt it. she say i was harsh and bad to you, if i am then i am sorry. i dont think i sound any nicer to him, do i? if yes then i rly apologise but i just hope you wld not go on with this. i am serious, and whether its true or not, i am still sry.
DANCER
Girlfriend
Girlfriend