Tuesday, January 23, 2007
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-10:15 PM hello. i know i have abandoned you for quite long. but too bad, its almost 10 now and i am rly PRAYING i can slp by 10. lack of slp makes everyone glum (proven during dance today, although it might not be lack of slp, but everyone is sianed) bleah.
soon i will have panda as my relatives, i am sure of that. then cute little eyebags will come residing under my eyes. gosh! thats like horrible. nxt hair will start leaving my scalp cos i drop hair once i lack of sleep. EWW GROSS!
actually i am not feeling happy today cos first I AM LACK OF SLP, next I FEEL LOUSY IN MY WORK and lastly which is almost the main reason as to why i am so pissed today, I CANT STAND YOUR WORKING ATTITUDE (i shall not mention who. interested ppl can try asking me and i will consider telling you, though i doubt anyone is, but ohwells xD)
sec 3 feels so totally different yet so similar, its just sth..but i dont know what is that sth. and sec 3 make me feel dumb cos i always forget the things i had been taught a few days ago which is totally HORRIBLE.. plus i cant concentrate during some lessons because my mind keep switching off. pff!
i am super duper extremely extra pissed now. i just cant stand your working attitude. yes I HATE the way you work. you just dont seem to bother. it just seems like you and your idea are the most and foremost thing everyone should consider, you never ever think about others. and please get the right and essential info before you even start on something, and if you are not sure, CHECK IMMEDIATELY and get back asap, dont drag like the time is going wait for you, for your info everyone else is just as busy, or even busier than you. all i want to say is, learn to respect others, respect your work and learn the fact that this is something about a group, not about you. I HOPE YOU C-H-A-N-G-E man.
fine after venting for so long i shall talk abt some stuff worth smiling :D heh poopoo is still cracking her brain to guess the mysterious person who baked the cookies xD so cute and fun! then on the way home jialing attempts to make us high and bailu blurness sort of make me not as glum, i was seriously super glum and pissed off when i was on my way out of sch. and during lesson when me and huiying were laughing like mad woman xD lastly DANCE of course, though i have been rather sianned and tired during dance recently (which i feel bad about not being high and enthu enough), at least its still one of the things that can make me smile and laugh when i am tired. beloved LAOSHI AND DANCEMATES :D
OHNO! POO GUESSED THE MYSTERIOUS PERSON ALRD! haha xD after much attempt.
talking about lynn! THE NICE COOKIES (: i feel so loved. even till today some ppl are still giving me sweet little presents! yeah :D thanks to all who gave me present AND wished me HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D sheena is officially 15 and 3 days old now!!
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