Wednesday, March 14, 2007
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-11:35 PM everything around me seems to be so related to OBS. though i dont cry as easily as the past few days, but the OBS feeling and memories still come back to me so often, in almost all activities that i am involved in, esp today when we went to botanic.
when we were looking for the pavilion, looking at the map and navigating, it suddenly reminded me of OBS, where we had to navigate by ourselves to look for our destination. just like we had weewee beside us then to guide us along then, we have laoshi to guide us along now.
when xiaoges were sent out to practise, i wasnt very motivated then. but then i thought of OBS, where weewee told us we have to put in effort by ourselves so that we can achieve what we want, and not for others to do it before we do it, so i was motivated and kou-ed the xiaoges with yenngee :D felt really happy after that (: because xiaoges didnt slack at all and kou-ed those few parts for 2 hrs non-stp :D its a long time since i feel a sense of achievement aft OBS. yes.. the road may be tough, may be tiring. Just like OBS, when we trekked, we were all tired, not motivated to move on because we are so sick of it and wondering when will we ever reach our destination, but in our heart we know we will reach someday, its a matter of how fast, and in this case, its a matter of how well. We know we will go to SYF someday, and we know we have to practise, even if we are sick of it. its the same thing, you may not see the destination now, but someday, sometime, you will, and when you achieve what you want, the sense of achievement is there. just like OBS, we have our friends arnd us to move along us, and we shld not let our friends down by slacking a little, we shld work hard together, no matter how boring it is, how tired and sick we are, cos we know we can do it! GO XIAOGES GO!
the making of costume is another example. just like cooking, we do it ourselves. We are given the ingredients, now its up to us to see if we want to use it properly and do a good job with it or sit at a corner and whine as to why we have to do this. sequins and fabric glue is all that we have, how you want to paste it efficiently and in a better manner is for you to discover and decide if you want to do it, just like cooking, we are given all the food we have, how you want to cook it, how you want to eat it, its up to you now. take maggie mee for example, you can eat it raw, you can eat if half cook if you are lazy, or you can choose to be patient to wait longer and have a delicious meal, its the same as sticking sequin. sticking is easy, but sticking it well and nicely is another matter itself.
US.WEEWEE.KURT.OBS. i just love them so much
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