Saturday, April 21, 2007
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-5:15 PM PICTURES
Life feels empty without CCA, without NYCD, without Laoshi, without Dance.
Didn't had time to blog for the past week, was busy catching up with homework and revising for the endless upcoming tests and SIAs that are about to be due. Yet when i was busy rushing my homework and stuff, my body felt busy and occupied but my heart felt empty, like something was lacking. It feels weird to go for recess, to go for lunch, to go to class early in the morning. I remembered how we rush to the studio whenever it is our break, how we got our friend to help us get food, how we gorge our food down at the last few minutes of the break, and now, I can queue up for my own food, I no longer had to worry about growling stomachs during lesson.
Monday was the day. The day for our 7 months of hardwork, the day for our dance, our very own dance. Went to studio early in the morning although our competition was at 4+pm, nearly 5 pm. You may think its a long time, what for go so early, but seriously, time does flies, especially when we are enjoying ourselves. Blink, we are at the audi rehearsing and performing for the tchrs, then blink, we are eating and preparing ourselves, doing our makeup and hair, and next blink, we are on our way to UCC, and blink, we are up on stage, then final blink, its all over. All of these happened so quickly. Seriously, when i was on stage dancing i felt like it was only 3 minutes long. Before I knew i was up on stage again doing the pose, and next second i was running out for qun wu. And finally, lights off, its over. Most of us cried after the whole thing, tears of joy (: and maybe..the emptiness felt when we thought about the fact that there will be no more 3-8 training, no more dragging of feet in the morning to zao gong, no more breaks just for dance. Laoshi said that it was the best one we ever danced (:
went back to studio and took photos like crazy, excitement after SYF :D we were no longer feng wu yi ren then...more like feng kuang yi ren :D
went back with bian on that day. laughed like mad on the bus. bian is a bus toot, no sense of direction and time one, tsktsk! guess what? bian ate mentos on bus (we are not supposed to eat on bus!), then someone touched my head...got a shock then. turned arnd and saw jingxuan (ex FBI head) and bertilla. she asked us for our result but we told her it will only be known on wed. then she said aiya sure gold with honours one NYCD :D :D :D :D :D haha then bian started to feel guilty and giggle non stp (cos she ate sweet on bus). she was praying jingxuan didnt see then xD aft that both of us realised one of them was ex fbi head and the other was ex cia head. and we laughed even more xD HAHAHAH! bian stole my wallet and looked at my ez link card, said i looked toot. whatever!! she dont look any btr, look like a bloated kid! hahah xD
listening to SYF song now and my mum walked past and frowned at me, commenting how scary the song is. WHATEVER! i shall keep playing until she appreciates it :D
stayed back with bian for interview duty on tues :D wanted to revise maths but failed. heh! guess we cldnt concentrate. it was super hot and we didnt even have a proper table okay! but i was more successful then bian :D aft that we went to studio to visit jnrs a while. learnt a bit of kong que fei lai, but i cant rmb anything now..so much for my effort, bleah! had a short chat with laoshi when she came in and when we saw yiyi at the canteen (: laoshi is a nice person! haha. and yiyi is a weird girl, you shld have seen what she did to mrs chua. bian and me were laughing all the way when we walked behind her.
okay then result released on wed. during recess all of us rushed to outside aes dept and called laoshi. she hanged our calls twice and finally she picked up hern's call...begged her to tell us and she finally said GOLD WITH HONOURS :D :D :D :D :D haha then she hung up the call immediatly cos all of us were screaming. didnt believe her at first cos she sounded like she was fu yan-ing us. so tried calling her again but i think she didnt ans. went to confirm with the aest dept tchr and YEAH! ITS TRUE :D haha our 7 mths effort paid off!
on thurs hern wrote the speech and the letter to laoshi :D i conclude hern is rly good in words, if only i could express so well. i remembered one line! and laoshi mentioned that line ytd too :D nin dui yi shu de zhi zhuo ying dao zhe wo men (sth like that :D) if only my chi was this good xD
had qing gong yan ytd. was quite angry and disappointed for a period of time cos of some problems in between. laoshi was not very pleased too, but nvm, lulu and yiyi manage to salvage the situation a bit :D and my agar agar was ALL SOLD OUT! none left (: laobo even complained she didnt get to eat. HAH HAH HAH! had a talk with quek ying and linkai :D i think its rly useful, at least we understand each other btr now (: come to think of it, we arent exactly close to our jnrs batch, so its time we start to understand and talk to them. and to the sec 1, i think its time we do sth. seriously we dont rly have confidence in them but i believe they will do it in 2 yrs time, just like how the snrs didnt have confidence in us 2 yrs back but we did it :D SO GO JNRS! all of you must rly bond together, just like us and the sec 4s. but before that you must feel for nycd, the passion, the love, the everything, thats the most prior thing before any other thing :D so go enjoy everything about nycd! and thx to all who wrote me the sweet little notes though i didnt write any except laoshi and yenngee one xD didnt had time then! spent my time chatting, i know i owe all of you a letter, will pay you back someday! dont worry. you will surely get it before your graduate. haha! and becca dont be sad anymore :D we all know becca is a nice snr((: haha and hern say she like my JELLY! though its not sweet enough, but as everyone knows, hern is a ultra healthy pok.
okay off to study for bio chem and ih, my deadest 3 subjects, okay maybe chem still have a slight hope. bio i am dead for enzyme and nutrition in man, and its essay, ih is bound to die i think. even my maths is dead, but at least i passed and improved despite the little revision, but all in all, its still dead. ohwells. work hard sheena!
野有蔓草，
零露漙兮。
有美一人，
清扬婉兮。
邂逅相遇，
适我愿兮。
野有蔓草，
零露瀼瀼。
有美一人，
婉如清扬。
邂逅相遇，
与子偕臧。
风舞伊人, thats us :D
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