Thursday, April 26, 2007
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-6:17 PM waiting for the apple to brown :D yeah i love our chem SIA! apples (: haha! so can eat the apple after the experiment (though its brown and look ugly, its still nice :D)
just received sms from hern and sandy about mr kuo...whoever is that person..oh wells. hope he wont get into trouble :D mr kuo is really nice! and he is super duper nice to dancers :D (i am not biased towards him because he is nice to dancers okay! he is rly nice (: )
guess what? i think i am going to get like 60+% only for this year, how nice. cos i have been failing test and quizzes, even maths! hmph. so i have decided to stp playing in class and listen to teacher :D but its quite hard, esp during lang arts and chinese xD heh!
IH today mentioned something about you get how much you put in. It is really unfair as to why you should get an equal share as those who work harder for it. But on the other hand, some mention that we should look on the whole..its for the whole country (in this case, group), its to benefit the whole, yet i just cant accept the fact that you are getting equally much despite the little effort u put in. if i was there that day, i would have been the first to object about being in the group. not that i do not trust u, but you abuse the trust we have in you. you took advantage of it, so too bad so sad. you promised, you promised that you will do your part, but what did we get in the end? empty promises. we even went to the extended of PLEADING you to give us the surveys, yet we received nothing in the end. for your information, its only GIVING OUT SURVEYS, cant you do a simple job like this? dont tell me you do not have time please. you rather spent your lunch sleeping or look for your friend then give out the survey..what else can i say. then nxt, a simple report. JUST ANALYSIS OF ONE QUESTION, and you cant even do it. give u the benefit of typing in eng since u said you do not have chinese character and what? you cant even give a good quality work. if you think by typing a few sentence show that you have done work, and you are so proud of it, i feel really ashame for you. in fact, i am DISGUSTED in your attitude..D-I-S-G-U-S-T-E-D. if you think by doing the rest of the work from now can help..let me tell u, IT DOESNT. for goodness sake, we have done all the research, analysis, practically everything for you..and now all you have to do is edit. and guess what? me and huiying dont even dare to give it to you. we are soooo scared we might kill your precious brain cells so we decided we shall do it. anyway to be frank, we dont trust you, i know this may hurt ur pride but i think its better if we tell you now rather than letting you go on like this. prove us wrong then if you really want to impress us, cos both of us feel that YOU WILL NOT DO IT WELL. at most a ONE COMPLETE PERFECT SLIDE or a whole chunk of rubbish powerpoint that is copy and paste and nth else. and i am quite sure in the end we will still be the one doing all the work, helping you clear the mess u have created. very much we wish to get u out, but we cant. count urself lucky. we have to do all the work to ensure we do a good job, while u get to slack and slack and SLACK and earn the marks. cant complain! cos our marks will be deducted for teamwork, and that is all thanks to u. you dont do work, we get marks deducted for telling teacher, in the end we are stil the one doing..i rly dont know what to say. good for you...
you know sometimes i really wished to give u another chance upon seeing how helpless you are, but when i thought about what you have done, i really cannot. if you havent realise, we have been giving you chances after chances...but you chose to abuse them, and there you go crying and saying how miserable you are. if you havent realise, our happy life have also became miserable thanks to you. if only you were a bit repentent, or willing to change for the better, learn from the mistake, dont take advantage of others being nice to you, if only a little change, everything would have turn out different. So often i wish to accept you again, but then once again, you make me unwilling to. i really dont know what to say..except that i am very disappointed in you. go scold me and curse me or whatever for saying this of you, but i am really disappointed. and we are telling you...giving you chances after chances because we treat you as friend, we dont wish to see left in the lurch, neither do we wish you to commit the same mistake in future, so i hope you understand, though i doubt you will, but i really wish you will, cos i know you can. well..hope that this time you can prove us wrong, prove to us that you really can change..
DANCER
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