Friday, June 22, 2007
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-10:15 AM feeling kind of sad ): its supposed to be cca now but here i am at home lying on the sofa doing my work. i want to go for cca, even if its gonna be just completing 90th and nth else, i hate the stupid injury, and i hate lying down the whole day.
its 10:01, wonder what laoshi is doing now, wonder what i will be doing now if i was at cca. trying to stretch that aching like mad thighs? trying to walk down the stairs? running abt studio as the war music play in the studio? looking at dancers playing roles of other cca ppl? i rly wonder what they are doing now..
supposed to go and celebrate jialing bdae today, most probably at swensens, but then..sigh. feel so empty now, and i hate the feeling of being alone at home. seriously, the wound better heal by mon so that i can go sch.
june camp is finally over. not as tekan as i thought it wld be, but also, not as not tekan as what i thought it was supposed to be. just that..this time there were too many casualties that brought our highness and enthusiasm down for quite some time. but nonetheless, we did it in the end.
i dont know how to express myself now because some things you really have to go through it yourself to know how it feels, not everything can be express in words, esp feelings.
i guess the many messages posted on yahoo grps show everything, in fact, i think this camp has fulfill its initial purpose, to make us bond. although its rly hard to define what it means to be bonded, but at least there is an improvement in our "lvl of bond". i guess aft this camp, we can understand each other better, esp from the trashing in xin qing and the elements workshop, we understand the importance of batch support btr from love can build a bridge, we understand the importance of moving together from flying without wings, we understand the importance of trust and communication from lost in translation, and we learn the importance of putting in the best from this whole camp.
i am proud of batch 0'8. and i believe we will shine as a whole batch, cos we are a full of potential batch, and all we need is chance, to prove ourselves. so to dearest batchmates, let us make use of every of our chance to its fullest and not live to regret it, and most imptly, dont forget what we have learn and gone through together during this camp, dont like the feel fade away, and to those who did not go for camp, although you did not join us, but no worries, we'll pull you along and move on together, afterall, we are ONE BATCH OH EIGHT :D
rahrah batch o8 <3
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