c.ballerino-s

Friday, August 17, 2007

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-6:48 AM

elections is over (: pleased with the excoooo :D or rather, SUPER PLEASED.

although didnt get any position although being nominated for both -.-, but i guessed i have alrd learn from council that a position simply means having more responsibility (not being sacarstic! i dont know how to to phrase, i think it sound sacarstic) but being a normal member does not mean not being able to contribute (: plus next yr we will be doing dance night and its a chance for me to show my part to(: heh! KAN KAI LE! i was quite glad, or rather, happy that laoshi actl have faith in me (: it rly did make me feel much btr even though i am not in exco, i guess some things are just so expected, esp the sec 3 leaders. sometime we just have to understand that we may not get what we always want, and we may not expect what we always assume is the best or the best suited, cos many a times other factors play a role to, but no matter what, the passion is the most impt thing (: and not being in exco do not mean not being in NYCD, NYCD is not just made up of the exco but all of us, each and every dancer (:

today 90th musical was good i guess (: its good that i am not the only one who actl had a good impression and memories of it no matter how much we have complained. however bad it may seem, I dont deny the fact i do learn quite a lot from it, the ny history, and of course, an unforgettable experience. musical (: i guess i am going to miss it (the whole thing, not the practices xD)

DANCER
Girlfriend

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

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-6:24 AM

HAPPY 90TH BIRTHDAY NANYANG!!! :D

heh i have this sudden gush of love for nanyang. and its really SUDDEN GUSH, dont ask me why too xD anyway! i feel power, i actl survive standing in my blazers and courtshoes for 1 hr++. stepping on benches and tables in courtshoes is so exciting xD i am rly amazed by how long we have stood okay.

i love 90th anni song, and ms nah( is that how u spell), the one who wrote the lyrics, is rly a cool and funky character xD anyway PHOTOS FROM GALA DINNER :D if u realise all of them have bian in them cos its her cam -.- now i awondering how i shld get the photos from naomiiiii...mmm

fine i have tried 5 times to upload but cant. toobad, shall upload nxt time (:

DANCER
Girlfriend

Monday, August 13, 2007

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-6:29 AM

I LOVE SECRET!!!
its good (: seriously good (: the whole plot and everything and the PIANO! haha :D (hint hint siming xD)

okay today amk hub seems to belong to ny. first we saw ms sab and the snrs (elaine aileen marianne huiyan rachel and jolyn) obviously elaine is extra hahahahah cos she isnt from swc or fbi xD okay fine thats bad.

the most amusing thing was suikim was late cos she waited for the bus for ages and anna was late because she just woke up at 11+. HAHA! laughed our head off, so me bianca siming and wenqi went off first. had bad experience with 2 man/guys. hmph

then we saw the sec 3 npcc ppl at the foodcourt. me and bianca were waving frantically like mad ppl at them but they didnt even see until we walked there. for some weird reason jieqi and yinhwee got a shock -.- and it took them quite a while to recognize me :O hahah! bianca managed to scare zhiyi just by standing in front of her. quite retarded xD

had the couple seats for the movie :D coolios! haha. shared with bian and laughed like mad, or maybe i was the only one. got smacked by siming and bianca quite a number of times, but seriously i dont know why i am so high too. heh! maybe i was just excited xD the father was seriously hilarious when he danced xD bianca is the father :O hoho! and guess what, 5 ppl and we cant even finish a packet of popcorn. best lor!

i thought i was quite emo when i cried when i suddenly hear someone sniffing beside me (aka siming xD) haha! 3 cried 3 didnt cry, and the 3 crying were sitting together xD coolman. i am silent (: but its seriously nice :D

andersen ice cream was nice and exciting xD haha! we are a couple of 5 xD the waitress refuse to believe that the couple fondue was enough for 5 of us and kept persuading us to have more. i think they have excess of everything cos she kept asking if we needed MORE WATER xD and we embarrase ourselves quite a bit with the mess we created. ohoh! u shld have seen how they made the cone man. haha interesting :D

went to XTRA nxt and lh got quite jealous when she knew we were out xD hoho! come to think of it i feel quite guilty for not studying wenhua, but prepared to fail so nvm i guess (trying to self comfort).

went home with siming. haha xD mesmerizing piano prince xD lalala :D now siming knows what i am looking for! hoho! I AM SUPER HIGH NOW when talking abt piano. i seriously love people who can play piano (of coursenice ones lah :D )

不能说的秘密-周杰伦
冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐(oh~~)
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变已错过的时间
用你的指尖止我说再见
想象你在身边在完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐下会走更远
或许命运的签让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

DANCER
Girlfriend

Saturday, August 11, 2007

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-7:52 PM

90th is over. i guess this is the day we were looking forward to most since months ago, but then again, after so long a time of practicing 90th during cca, i guess it will feel weird when we no longer see people from other cca hanging arnd, when we sat by the side eating and rotting away (oops xD), and like what the few of us were saying before we went on stage for the FINAL PERFORMANCE, i guess we will miss it in one way or another no matter how much we used to dread it.

no matter how bad it seem, its still an experience to learn from, and i cant say i didnt benefit from it (though not everyone will i guess). haha in a way or another this whole performance had allow us to build stronger bonds with the jnrs, okay not all but some, and and..i guess a musical is also something new for all of us to try, although its not rly our kind of thing but still, its all about performing and putting urself in the shoes of the character, except no exaggerated movement or hidden meaning in the whole perf.

maybe the reason when we dreaded this whole idea of 90th when it was something glorious and proud to be of (once in life experience) was because there were unappreciative ppl arnd who goes around using their power(?) and demanding for more more than acknowledging what was done. we all know its stressful but thats not the way to handle things, and i believe they have better morals? or whatever u call it than this. this wasnt even supposed to be a job of laoshi, but because our dearest loviest laoshi is so nice :D, it ended being our job. okay no complain (or maybe a bit) about that since it shows that u all trust us, the least u cld do is to acknowledge laoshi through the way and not asking for more, putting her in a hard spot, tiring her out like she isnt a human, and showing that YOU are so stress when she isnt. there is much much much more with what we dislike and want to complain about but come to think of it, it issnt that nice. and anyway, we shld look at the bright side, at least we have nicer tchrs like laoshi (like duh) and mr tan (though we often piss him off) and the once in a while nice mr ng(no matter how much we used to hate him xD, it takes time to see the nicer side of ppl, heh) who likes to joke with us. ji lao shi is err..i dont know what to say and i guess erhem erhem, i shant say much.

whatever it is, this thing is over, and its time we work towards DANCE NIGHT :D wheee! and i hope they will quickly approve the esplanade thing, since whole of 90th is over. heh maybe this is also one of the reason why we are looking forward to end of 90th xD for the start of dance night.haha! lalalala (: i want to learn xin ah li lang.

anyway, i am supposed to upload the photos from chi cuisine xD so i shall now, since i dont have photos of 90th cos i didnt rly want to use the cam and walk arnd, was feeling lazy then. i shall kouped photos from amanda bianca and naomi :D

and last last! no matter what i must say 90th had left somethings in me no matter how much i used to dread it (esp the singing part which i quite enjoy now xD). u wld not believe but those 2 songs just kept ringing in my mind since i got home, and i was singing while bathing xD HAHAHA! fine. and i will miss the red flower on head xD but no worries, i wont do that to myself when i go out, at most 2 ponytails :O hahah!

boil boil...

and our unique cute tang yuan

tang yuan :D pretty at first

side view :D going nuah..

went distorted aft a while xD scoop...

scoop and transfer the rice

haha trying to wrap the glutinous rice xD (looks gross but its nice kay!)

day 2 guotie! day3 spring roll :D

spring roll skin xD heh fried potatoe

heres the sauce..and the noodles

yummy zha jiang mian! the miraculous sauce xD

pretty nice lotus bun :D

super chef who prepared all the food

lh and her bao :D

SHENGJIANBAO!!!

yummy sheng jian bao ((:

guess whos there!

npcc trio( they look like a family dont they xD)

our funky half and the formal other half

bent spoon :O

DANCER
Girlfriend

Monday, August 06, 2007

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-10:08 PM

i dont like your attitude when you talk to others cos its so irritating. i know i am not in the postition to criticize about you, but seriously, i just cant stand it. and at least i know there are others who feel the same way as me, like yuanchen jialing and becca :D ohwells, shant mention too much, anyway this whole thing is going to end soon, be happy (:

and i am soooo sorry sandy the moomoo that we can no longer go out aft x-country on wed cos of..ERHEM ERHEM -.- and the worse thing is sandy alrd pushed all her dates :x oh man. but both hern and i are involved, oh tian.

anyway right! i feel damn loved (: heh. i got my biggest surprise of my life on sun :D shant say much, i just think..maybe we rly shld judge ppl by their looks (: heh, words from certain ppl are just so miraculous.

oh i wanted to upload the photos from sabbatical but i realise i havent rename them, so wait another day kay! i'll be free sooooon (:

DANCER
Girlfriend

Friday, August 03, 2007

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-7:53 AM

slowly sorting my thoughts out, although its still quite disappointing but learn to look at the big picture (:

its disappointing not because i didnt get it but rather, because i did not meet up with the expectations that some had for me. i guess its those pre-assumption and confidence others had in me that made me extra disappointed when i knew i did not meet up with what they expected. yet looking on the other side, maybe its just something that cant be controlled, and not being one does not mean not being able to contribute in future.

nonetheless, i am glad that there are people who have so much trust in me that i have the ability to take up the role.

its good to know that others do care. and to the one that made me felt touched most was the most ultimate irritating irritant ELAINE TAN (: heh i wont forget what you say (u know what i mean :D) no wonder u r a HRC head man! heh.

and i must say hern is rly a thinker, seriously, her words make u think a lot and enlighten u. i just love hern blog (:

DANCER
Girlfriend